Gave you my heart for you to break it
Now every day is raining
Even when its cold at night
I'd rather shiver naked
I've been tryna cope
And you still haunt inside my mind
Now I'm afraid to fall in love
Because of pretty blue eyes and
I've been trying my best
And even through it all
I'm still working through the stress
Even though you hurt me
My life's been a mess
And I've been failing academics
Because life is a test
Gave her my heart
Blue eyes like the ocean
Love, that we had
But the scars are still potent
Scars that run deep
Just an empty devotion
Wanted to heal
But there's no magic potion
And here's a secret
You're the first love that I regret
I'm thinkin 'bout bout you even when I'm sleepin'
Our past, girl I wish I could delete it
Are you okay?
That's the question everybody wants to ask
I'm so sick of feeling tired, I'm so sick of being sad
I'm pretty sure it's obvious, just look up at my face
There's a hundred million memories I wish I could erase
Erase all of my memories or clear all of our history
Don't wanna be the hero, but I feel like it's a tragedy
Post Malone syndrome, you made me fall apart
Calling me a nice guy, but you knew that from the start
These emotions just abuse me, use me, oh my bad
I didn't mean to screw this up, or even make you sad
You told all your friends that my heart wasn't enough
Contemplating distance but you said that you're in love
Our past is like a knife, it cuts me very deep
The only way to run from it is never fall asleep
I've been in this solitude, this metaphoric prison
If my life is why you live, then I would gladly give it