Lotus Video (MV)

I can't tell if you're serious
We're playing cat and mouse
And I feel like I'm delirious
I'm drowning in my doubt
Cuz at first you said you loved me
Now I don't know what love means
Cuz then you took it back
And the truth, see, I can't see

You said you're working on yourself
But everybody knows
That means you've found someone else
And I just want the truth
Cuz I hate all the confusion
Do you really want me
Or is it an illusion

And honestly it hurts
You're playing with my mind
And I'm feeling like I'm dirt
Got me walking in the clouds
Cuz you can't make your mind up
I'm tired of this game
Cuz the time, is filling up

It's so confusing
And so amusing how you keep me in this loop
I'm distracted by your gaze
And I don't know what to do
You said you're working on yourself
But you slowly tear me down
I'm feeling lost in this abyss
And slowly Ima start to drown