EMPRR - Survive (feat. Ella Marie) Lyrics

I don't know why
I'm so tired all the f*cking time
I don't know why
I slave away my days just to get by
I've been told
Better days on their way
So let's light up a joint
'Cause what's the f*cking point
I just need something to take off this weight
Maybe if I get just a little bit high
I'll keep myself distracted while the time goes by
I forgot how to live 'cause all I do is survive
Maybe there's a story that I'm waiting to write
Or maybe I'll be waiting til the day that I die
I forgot how to live 'cause all I do is survive
Just your everyday stressed and depressed millennial
Starting off my day with a dab and an edible
Before I get lit I'm a little bit toxic
Caffeine for breakfast I'm a little bit nauseous
Take a hit from my pen then stick it in my pocket
Before for I step up in the office and hide it from my bosses
Maybe not the best choice but we all got a process
Of handling this bull shit that this f*cked up life has brought us
How else will I sleep, how else will I eat
How else will I think, it's what keeps me on my feet
How else will I feel like my life's not on repeat
I need to cool the heat burning from anxiety
Not saying I have a problem but I'll put Snoop to shame
Once a month, twice a week, the excuses never change
The greenery ablaze the imagery is framed
I'm head over heels for this girl named Mary Jane
Maybe if I get just a little bit high
I'll keep myself distracted while the time goes by
I forgot how to live 'cause all I do is survive
Maybe there's a story that I'm waiting to write
Or maybe I'll be waiting til the day that I die
I forgot how to live 'cause all I do is survive