Empty Mourning - Guillotine Lyrics

I'm more afraid of myself than any man
I'm afraid of the demons inside my head
And what they're capable of doing
I'd do anything to make them go away

I wish nobody cared about me
So I could take my life away
And not worry about the sorrow they would feel
Knowing they wouldn't see me again

I feel a weight tremendously pulling me further down
The depths of my mind and I want nothing more than to escape

I don't like who I am
I want to change, but I seem to stay the same
Is this just how I was born?
Is there anything at all that I can do

To break away from this thing
I don't want to be but seem to have become?
I grow calloused, no feeling
My empathy to slowly drift away

People I love tell me I matter
I look inside but I just don't see a thing
But my flaws on display
I try to hide it, but it just won't dissipate

Set me up to the guillotine
Sentence me to death
Sever my head
To detach me from myself

Set me up to the guillotine