Layaway
To hold onto
It's hard to say
What's coming soon
The time within a day
Still feels like it's too late
As my body takes its toll
Wanting more
It was something i once knew
I wouldn't know what to do
Crying alone in my room
Waiting to see what I'll lose
Looking back on what went through
Hoping that it was all true
Falling back into a loop
Slowly breaking
Oh no
Laying out my choices
To see if I could keep my promises
Staying up all night
To decide
To decide