Let's pretend that we both don't know
Bout' the love we had or how we grew close
I guess it just goes to show
I loved hard but you couldn't love me more damn
Now I hate myself everything so heavy finna' break myself
I can't forget but I'll make myself
When I think too deep gotta shake myself
And if you feel what I felt you'd die
I'm at the edge of the cliff my demise
Love is really just the devil in disguise
But I couldn't ever tell you a lie
Know I can't feel shit mix the love with the drugs did that shit about three or four times
When I'm sober you run through my mind
I can't do shit but just have a hard time
I don't want no hoes I don't want no friends I just really wanna be by my lonely
Got poison in my mind and poison in my lungs know that shit killing me slowly
Tried the lover boy shit one time I can't do it again but I kinda miss the old me
Never showed no emotion when you came around it was hard but I let you get to know me
Let you get to see the real me
You the only one I would let feel me
Forever I'm scarred but your love could heal me
I was your all I let you steal me yeah
You can't love me and I can't hate you
I guess it's kinda funny
I see your pictures on my phone and remember that I still love you
Let's pretend that we both don't know
Bout' the love we had or how we grew close
I guess it just goes to show
I loved hard but you couldn't love me more damn
Now I hate myself everything so heavy finna' break myself
I can't forget but I'll make myself
When I think too deep gotta shake myself
And if you feel what I felt you'd die
I'm at the edge of the cliff my demise
Love is really just the devil in disguise
But I couldn't ever tell you a lie
Know I can't feel shit mix the love with the drugs did that shit about three or four times
When I'm sober you run through my mind
I can't do shit but just have a hard time