Look at her
In the garden with eyes of earth
I would die for her
Take my life away from her
I would kill for her
Take a life away for her
But either way
What bliss
I struggle with every decision I make
Roses wilt with every breath that you take
Death of a bong made mistakes made me hollow
Mistook my brain for a pill to swallow
Couldn't see straight to the core of your heart
Silenced my voice but we were never apart
Gardens of flower and empty dark thoughts
I'm sorry for loving the time that we got
You wasted my time, the fault was mine
No I'm not perfect I'm barely alive
This is my time
Live my own life
While you remember the time you were mine
I wasted your time with these thoughts in my mind
Who says I'm perfect I'm barely alive
This is my time
Live my own life
While you remember the time you were mine
And I am full of debris
It's riddled inside of me
To self destruct is also a strategy
And now I think I love the taste
Of hate in my veins
You say it's over
Well maybe it just began
Finding out who I am
Express myself and never come back
Leaving me to pick up the slack
Leaving you
You held me back
Leaving me to pick up the slack
Leaving you
You held me back
You wasted your time, leave me behind
It's not too late you can still change your mind
This is my time
Live my own life
While you remember the time you were mine
I wasted your time, soon when you're fine
I'll be stuck wishing that you were still mine
This is my time
Live my own life
While you remember the time you were mine
Finding out who I am
Express myself and never look back
Sitting in the white garden