Endeavour - ARAE Lyrics

It's been so long since we both moved on
You're still the only one who made my life feel whole
I lie awake and can't fall asleep
You're in my head at night to haunt my dreams
I don't know why I can't let go
And I insist to live my life alone
But I
Still can't forget about you and me
Because you made me who I am today
Bonnie and Clyde
Perfect partners in crime
We set our world on fire
Just to feel alive
But we were
Always in confrontation
Running through limitations
I always had a doubt we would survive
Can't point a finger
There's no one to blame
We just split asunder
Slowly putting out our flame
It's been so long since we both moved on
You're still the only one who made my life feel whole
I lie awake and can't fall asleep
You're in my head at night to haunt my dreams
I just want to let you know
It was hard for me to let you go
Crazy memories
Of how we used to be
So young and naïve
Believe it or not
I really wanted to stay
But then you crossed a line
That made me push you away
I still want to say I'm sorry
I don't expect you to accept my apologies
I know that I contradict myself
It may look like I may need some help
To finally put all these feelings to rest
So I can take a breath
And take this weight off of my chest
It might not make that much sense to you
And I know there is nothing I can do
To fix all the damage
And pain that I caused
But now it's too late
So it's time move on
I cut the ties so long ago
Still I feel that I should let you know
It's been a long time, it's been over a decade
And it's the thought of you that I still can't erase
It's been so long since we've both moved on
And I should leave the past where it belongs
I decided to set you aside
And I never even cared enough to give you a sign
Guilt won't subside
Shut you out of my life
I thought it was the right thing to do at the time
And I still lie awake when I fall asleep
Why can't you leave my head you haunt my f*cking
Dreams