The Ends - Window to Paris Lyrics

Look at the people look at em look the sky then look at the streets
Look at my dreams im lookin but l look and I look at defeat I look at my feet
Look at the bottle I look and I take me a drink I'm lookin a mess
But nobody here to look at me nobody can looks in the flesh I look and I think
I look at the lights look at the cars I look at it still im lookin obsessed
Lookin at Paris I look and I wish that I could just get up and leave for a sec
The window just taunt me it haunt me im probably catching my breath I should just rest
I sip from the bottle and feel it as it starts to burn down my throat and all down my chest
I'm lookin at this lookin at that im lookin but nobody looks at me back
They dont even move the bottle consumed so I grab me a new one and remove the cap
Hit it again look through the window and nothing has changed since I last
Still I been reaching for something I cant achieve and it feels like something that I'll never have
Look at me drinking myself til im stupid and stumbling all up inside of my crib
Drunk to the point that im looking through windows when they don't exist I need a grip
Everything blurring together im slurring my speech I talk to myself depression is deep
But Paris is just stare at me back from the window and thats where I wish I could be
I'm sitting in my living room I think of what I've been through
A brief moment of levity from everything suspenseful (Aye)
When I can be estranged from everything in life eventful
I'm just staring at Paris beyond the window (Window window window0
Through the bottom of this liquor bottle everything's a blur
But a better life is something I deserve (I deserve)
Through the bottom of this liquor bottle everything's a blur
But a better life is something I deserve (I deserve)
I sit down and im feelin all the pain
As im lookin out the window through the frame
I refrain take the bottle and kiss it on the lips
The walls are closing in the room always just spins
This is where ive always had to live
The Paris streets are beauty i cant get
I just stare while here I sit
Dreaming of a life that I can't reach
I just watch it incomplete
I cant tell if its a beach or its a bitch its a bitch what a bitch
I'm sitting in my living room I think of what I've been through
A brief moment of levity from everything suspenseful (Aye)
When I can be estranged from everything in life eventful
I'm just staring at Paris beyond the window (Window window window)
Through the bottom of this liquor bottle everything's a blur
But a better life is something I deserve (I deserve)
Through the bottom of this liquor bottle everything's a blur
But a better life is something I deserve (I deserve)