Enen - Some (Most) Nights Lyrics

Some nights I find it hard to sleep
And I might be hungry but it's hard to eat
And I curse at the flicker that this small light makes
Cause every time that it's not you
My heart breaks
When I'm with you time moves too fast
And when I have to go I
Drag
It
To
The
Very last second that I can, cause
I'm terrified that I won't see you again and
I drink in every word you say
Though most nights there aren't words at all
And I would drown myself in you
If you would give me enough
I don't believe in karma but it believes in me
The view from a higher place can feel like certain destiny
The bathing of the mind can feel different than you'd think
The gaze of a vacuum looks out colder every week
Now I can't watch movies because they all look the same
Now I hate my own songs because they fill me with shame
From a distant memory, I once felt something sink It's teeth
The venom slowly eating at my suspension of disbelief
And yet
I drink in every word you say
Though most nights there aren't words at all
And I would drown myself in you
If you would give me enough