Presence Video (MV)

If I am to be seen, what is it I must see first
If I am to be heard, whose attention is it that proves my worth
If I am to be felt, what is it I should be feeling
If I am to be known, whose identity should I be stealing
This doesn't seem like me
I don't believe that I fit this part
I'm spinning round in disbelief
This isn't coming from my heart
This doesn't feel like me
I don't think I would fake it this much
While it may not be all that clean
It doesn't mean I'm keeping my mouth shut
This doesn't seem like me
I don't believe that I fit this part
I'm spinning round in disbelief, whoa
This isn't coming from my heart
This doesn't feel like me
I don't think I would fake it this much
While it may not be all that clean
It doesn't mean I'm keeping my mouth shut
If I'm to gain their trust
Which face would they like to know If I'm to earn their lust
Tell me what more do I, don't I show If my soul is to roam
Where is it I should wander
It presses me down so
Suffocating in this sense of Sonder
Present and accounted for
I guess with everything considered I'm Not quite what you bargained for
You've already reiterated
My essence it drains everything
That's comfortable and safe around you
When failure chokes the sounds I make This presence clears it all away
This doesn't seem like me
I don't believe that I fit this part
I'm spinning round in disbelief, whoa
This isn't coming from my heart
This doesn't feel like me
I don't think I would fake it this much
While it may not be all that clean
It doesn't mean I'm keeping my mouth shut
This presence isn't one of charm
Or even one of lust
It's just the kind that wants to see me saved
It must be showing us the way into a place of trust
This presence has me take and put myself aside