EnnV - a night to remember Lyrics

I'm foolishly patient
Forcing it to be a sign
The one thing I dread is stuck in my head
Is it bad i wish you were here with me instead
And i tried to ignore it
But it's all that remains on my mind
I'm hurting myself but I'm hurting you more
And I know you'd rather forget you walked through this door
I spent the whole night in tears
Wishing that I would disappear
Trying to make sense of a feeling like this
It's all in my mind
Wish i could rewind
I wish I could rewind
One look in the mirror
See someone I don't recognize
Cause I've made myself
Play the victim so well
I didn't see you crying for help
And I know I'm
Dead in the wrong yeah
I feel so hopeless
Wish I could control this
It's hurting my soul to see you fall apart
Never meant to hurt your heart
Know that my intentions are golden
Don't wanna break the heart im holding
I spent the whole night in tears (whole night)
Wishing that I would disappear
Trying to make sense of a feeling like this
It's all in my mind, wish i could rewind I wish
I could rewind
I spent the whole night in tears (whole night)
Wishing that I would disappear (I would disappear, hmm)
Trying to make sense of a feeling like this (feeling like this)
It's all in my mind, wish i could rewind I wish
I could rewind (my mind)
Whole night in tears
Wishing that I would disappear
I still wanna love you despite all my fears
It's all in my mind, wish i could rewind, rewind