Enter the Ether - Disappointed Lyrics

Every day the same routine
I close my eyes fight the devils within
Once again you put pressure on me
I ask myself "what are you expecting from me?"
'cause every step I take, every word I say
Is another reason to be disappointed in me
With my back against the wall, I got no options at all
Love turns into anger, i'm afraid to fall

Who knows whether my heart will stop beating?
Right now i'm tired of being the one that you want me to be
You're smothering me
You take all the air I need to breath
The one in the mirror is not me anymore

And you point your finger at me, like you did before
What you don't know is, that i'm dying inside
Every day the same fight, nothing is alright
Cause every step I take, every word I say
Leads to another reason to be disappointed in me
You've pushed my back against the wall
I want you to know
My heart is filled with anger and i`m about to fall

Who knows whether my heart will stop beating?
Right now i'm tired of being the one that you want me to be
You are smothering me
You take all the air I need to breath
The one in the mirror is not me anymore

Who knows whether my heart will stop beating?
Would you care if I died bleeding?
When i'm gone, you might realize what you've done wrong

Who knows whether my heart will stop beating?
Right now i'm tired of being the one that you want me to be
You are smothering me
You take all the air I need to breath
The one in the mirror is not me anymore