Purge (Prod. LifeStyleDidIt) Video (MV)

I got bad thoughts
Too many memories I can't run from
It'll take surgery to get rid of them
Or maybe I need to learn to attack them
Yeah

I need to purge
Throw these empty thoughts out to the curb
Been hanging on to em it's like a curse
Trying to separate
And you know what's worse

Yeah
I kinda like them
Pressing down on me like ammo
In my arsenal I capture an essence
Of a menace no one can battle
I can handle all the voices
Just keep asking questions
What's difference if I just accept them
Never gonna give in
Every minute I'm a villain
Like I'm gonna go turn into a human experiment
And wicked and I'm missing
The elements to fix this difference
Between us and limitless
I will never change
The difference between us is
I will not walk away
Gonna go straight wicked
Yes and it's here to stay
Gonna go just run right through it
I don't mean to seem different
But I got an itch on my trigger finger
And I kinda wanna pull it
You should do it
I tell myself
I don't know
But the truth is I do and I will

I got bad thoughts
Too many memories I can't run from
It'll take surgery to get rid of them
Or maybe I need to learn to attack them
Yeah

I need to purge
Throw these empty thoughts out to the curb
Been hanging on to em it's like a curse
Trying to separate
And you know what's worse

Yeah
I kinda like them
I better learn quick to defend myself
The pain I felt is coming back
It attacks I step back, I react but that attracts it
It's taken the best parts of me
That I lack
I would I could see ahead of me
But I can't
The future is blurry and so is my past
Don't talk back
You're not my dad
That fake hatred will soon collapse
You're garbage stand out by the trash
Apparently you think your bad
Nah not a chance
I'm a menace and you're just an act
Maybe you should actually go and pretend that you're me
Here's my hat
But truthfully you can wear my hat but you can't fill my shoes
Because what I can do is nothing close to what you can do
Here's the truth
Yeah
Here's the truth
Yes I'm a villain
Don't ever get it twisted
You're opinions don't matter
So your judgment is missing
I carry myself I carry my vision
But you hate on me and my religion
I guess your confidence is a gimmick
I don't think you see what's hidden
In your soul you're gonna need some fixing
So don't reflect badly on my mission
Cuz I'm determined
To clean my heart and my life
I know it will take some time
Cuz I've been purging
Walking the line
Between good and my mind
I guess I'm doing something right
Cuz I can see all the signs

I need to purge
Throw these empty thoughts out to the curb
Been hanging on to em it's like a curse
Trying to separate
And you know what's worse
Yeah
I kinda like them

I can't fight it
Cuz I'm writing and hyperventilating
And the same isn't when you keeping on the complaining
Irritating I might murder and then equally separating
Humiliating millions of the hurdles
Gravitating towards me being the villain
Like in the beginning again
Always spilling the ending events
I'm gonna repent I said chasing every single one of these silly time constraining and never forgiving and sinful milliseconds
The perks of being a villain never forgiving
I need to give in as much as I'm gonna be winning
Cuz my clock always be ticking
And I'll never be quitting
And I never wanna be at the bottom
And that's why
Me following my passion is gonna be different and I think I need to
Quarantine me so you keep your distance
I only need music
And not your opinions