env0ux - Introduction Lyrics

All they see is waterworks, but that don't mean I ain't a G
I know they talk behind my back, but I just let them speak
I know they hate the fact I rap, so they won't let me breathe
But I'ma let it breathe I let them know a lot, but they don't know a thing

About me, why it had to be me
Prayers ain't getting answers, so I converted the weed
Every day I wanna start over, you know, turn a new leaf
But my past keep on following me
Some nights I wish I won't wake up out of my sleep

Been asking God, like, what's stopping him
I figure my purpose in life is something unique
I don't know nothing, I don't even know me But I know my time coming
I been counting my days, you can tell my mind running

They say it all come with age, but I ain't find nothing
I gotta go harder, talking harder than ever I think this is my calling
I know that they praying, they been hoping for better
From the sky, I've been falling I see the stars shine without expression

They say they got a star right in their possession
PTSD, I've been living with depression I feel like this is my calling
Look, look, I'm damaged And it ain't too much shit I can handle
Alone, and if you don't wanna hear, then change the song

I'm him, with the words DND across my phone
Love, how can they say they love you when you all alone
These scars, I've been trying to fight my demons
I wear my heart on my sleeve, and real nigga, I bleed it
These feel your ears alone, to see you smiling, I dream

To see you smiling, I dream it
I've been trying to fight my demons
To see you smiling, I dream it
Real nigga, I bleed

I gotta go harder, talking harder than ever
I think this is my calling
I know that they praying, they been hoping for better
From the sky, I've been falling I see the stars shine without expression

They say they got a star right in their possession
PTSD, I've been living with depression I feel like this is my calling