Envy You - smithereens Lyrics

Please someone bother me
I get so alone you see
Been tryna' follow my heart
Think I need surgery
I don't need lies
I'd rather have cold honesty
So tell me why I'm in love
With just the thought of it
(Oh oh, oh oh)
I need something more
(Oh oh, oh oh)
The pain starts to numb
(Oh oh, oh oh)
Afraid to let go
What if I'll never be loved
What if I'll never be loved
Impulsive late night tattoos
My friends think I'm insane
Dom Perignon on my shirt
Just wanna run away
Nobody knows who I am
These days I'm not myself
I covered up all my scars
Now where do I begin
(Oh oh, oh oh)
I need something more
(Oh oh, oh oh)
The pain starts to numb
(Oh oh, oh oh)
Afraid to let go
What if I'll never be loved
What if I'll never be loved
Another night on my own
Another nail in the coffin
Maybe I'm giving up
Maybe I'd rather feel nothing
I don't know how to stay
'Cause I got so used to running
I got so used to running
What if I'll never be
What if I'll never be loved
(What if I'll never)
(What, what if I'll never be)
(What if I)
(What if I'll never)
(What, what if I'll never)
Please someone bother me
I get so alone you see
Been tryna' follow my heart
Think I need surgery