Envy You - the end Lyrics

Truth be told
I'm not okay
I lost my only friend today
She's not dead
No, she's alright
She just realized that I'm a cunt
Crown myself a narcissist
Though I lack stage one confidence
Made me sweat
She made me smile
I lost my only friend
But this is not the end
No, this is not the end
No, this is not the end
No, this is not
Truth be told
I know I'm blessed
But I can't process happiness
Bleach my hair
I'm going blonde
'Cause then I'm sure I'll have more fun
Know I've got some enemies
And self-destructive tendencies
For what it's worth
I know my place
We all just play pretend
'Cause this is not the end
No, this is not the end
No, this is not the end
No, this is not
But this is not the end
No, this is not the end
No, this is not the end
No, this is not
I take my time
Then fall in line
I take my time
Then fall behind
I take my time
Then fall in line
I take my time
Then fall, then fall
I take my time
Then fall in line
I take my time
Then fall behind
I take my time
Then fall in line
I take my time
(Two, three, four)
But this is not the end
No, this is not the end
No, this is not the end
No, this is not