Envyus - Shit Changes Lyrics

Turning tables, tentatively cursing Cain and Able cause I can't afford the cable
I'm unable to give them haven
I tried to bring saving
But when the need someone to blame they know the name Envious
I'm unable to be what they want me to be
What do y'all want from me?
I told you what's wrong with me
What's haunting me
I thought about offing me myself and I
F*ck the American pie of violence
It's horse shit, bullshit, awh shit
Here I go again
Talking about what's in my head again
The abandonment I'm famished
I'm done with bending backwards
For everyone to take advantage
This life ain't what I imagined
What happened?
What's cracking?
Necks, and knuckles
Belts unbuckled
She undid it for me
Now she's down performing oral pornos for me
Horny bitches corny rappers
They should all come with hazards
No matter
I'm a bastard, I'm a bachelor, I'm a platter, I'm a master
Unraveled mysteries

She told me that she's missing me
She's wishing she was kissing me
She's wishing she was finished with me
She's wishing she was finished with me

She told me that she's missing me
She's wishing she was kissing me
She's wishing she was finished with me
She's wishing she was finished with me

Finished with me
She'll miss me
She'll wish she came and kissed me
She'll wish that she ain't act so swiftly
Forgive me
Give me something
I've been starving
I've been hunting
I've been carving
Instrumentals into art
From the heart
Been feeling mental
Deadly metal, heavy metal
Shit it's all the same
A rebel, I ain't even on her level
But shit seems to change
But she seems to change
But I seem the same
Cause I've seen the same