thaRECIPE Video (MV)

I ain't tryna make you an enemy
I'm hoping that's not what you meant to be, oh
Lately my death been here tempting me
I'm scared that it might take the rest of me, oh
You so much more than just sex to me
Baby I feel you connect with me, oh
Love and depression my recipe
It really bring out the best of me, oh
I ain't tryna make you an enemy
I'm hoping that's not what you meant to be, oh
Lately my death been here tempting me
I'm scared that it might take the rest of me, oh
You so much more than just sex to me
Baby I feel you connect with me, oh
Love and depression my recipe
It really bring out the best of me, oh
Baby I just got in my zone
You gon' make me take this damn lock off my phone
Brevanti got a knock I can feel in my soul
My bitch got a throat that make my ten toes fold
My life going swimming, way better than pictured
I won't let them drown me no way
Going in Circles like Malcolm, like Miller
These drugs in my liver with no shame
Rapping 'bout the bottom line
Sitting on my bottom dollar
I know I done wasted plenty time lil' baby
Sitting on the bottom step
Staring at the bottom of a bottle
I ain't going home tonight lil' baby
Standing in the snow, tryna yell to the wind
But the wind wouldn't blow, so it didn't make sense
Every last word that I said came distorted
But I hope that you kinda got the jist of what I meant
Betting I'll be better is like betting on the weather
But I'm betting either way putting down every cent
I know I got you bent, and you can't bend forever
I'm just hoping that I fix everything before you break cause
I ain't got a lot to lose but I hope it isn't you
I ain't got a lot to say but I swear it's all the truth
I still got a lot to prove so I hope you'll let me stay
Always f*cking feeling blue, only f*cking see gray
It's all slowing down
It's all over now
Sunrise is coming up
Ain't dreaming cause I'm sober now
I ain't tryna make you an enemy
I'm hoping that's not what you meant to be, oh
Lately my death been here tempting me
I'm scared that it might take the rest of me, oh
You so much more than just sex to me
Baby I feel you connect with me, oh
Love and depression my recipe
It really bring out the best of me, oh
I ain't tryna make you an enemy
I'm hoping that's not what you meant to be, oh
Lately my death been here tempting me
I'm scared that it might take the rest of me, oh
You so much more than just sex to me
Baby I feel you connect with me, oh
Love and depression my recipe
It really bring out the best of me, oh
Baby I just
Focus on vibes more than the nonsense
Calling Envy asking where Annon been
I been on the articles a lot since
We last been sneaking out at sixteen I was a lost romantic
Jeans torn up from fighting back when
He pulled up and wanted smoke
Said you're his hoe
Grabbed him by the throat
I grew up quick
So much I saw
I never did
I promised one day we'll be in a mansion
But we lost our connection
I said I won't fall
I f*cked around and slipped
Maybe I should dip
I ain't talking chips
I was all in
Like I ain't have the chips
I would've f*cked you right to this
No, I would've gave your ass a kid
No, you would've gave me that address
And I would've drove all night to this
To your way
Baby why you keep on texting me
Just come here and lay down right next to me, oh
Baby you know that you got my soul
Why don't you just take the rest of me
I swear it feel like more than sex to me
This gonna be the death of me, oh
Love and depression my recipe
It really bring out the best in me, oh
I ain't tryna make you an enemy
I'm hoping that's not what you meant to be, oh
Lately my death been here tempting me
I'm scared that it might take the rest of me, oh
You so much more than just sex to me
Baby I feel you connect with me, oh
Love and depression my recipe
It really bring out the best of me, oh