Locate the forces
Pushing me forward
Past the encore and chorus
Finding the right causes
No missteps no pauses
Fight back when cornered
By the past I'm haunted
At points it's so awkward
Want to raise the drawbridge
Defences and enforcements
To drown out the noise
Of internal recordings
Lost in regrets of missed callings
When the hunger was dormant
Forging but still stalling
Prone to the feeling of falling
Falling
Prone to the feeling of falling
Speaking with energies
Communing with melodies
Forgiving any enemies
Looking ahead of me
Speaking with energies
Strength like there's 10 of me
Forgiving any enemies
Hope is the remedy
Abandon the broken
Pieces puzzles and tokens
For all that I was hoping
Sensed that bad omen
The storm front approaching
A part of me left open
Gasping dying and choking
For life to be reopened
Wanting a chance awoken
In me a fight to feel chosen
Against the current
Examined such raw emotion
Lost composure not coping
I felt like decomposing
My soul on display
Reassured by sounds I was composing
Sounds I was composing
Sounds I was composing
Speaking with energies
Communing with melodies
Forgiving any enemies
Looking ahead of me
Speaking with energies
Strength like there's 10 of me
Forgiving any enemies
Hope is the remedy
Find the right connection
Openness and protection
Know love and rejection
Harness pain for reflection
Insights I couldn't mention
In my mind there is tension
The bow breaks under pressure
Under the surface there's aggression
Holding it in can feel testing
When I see it as the answer to the question
But it makes me seem unstable
Anger is a bad investment
Remain calm find ascension
A place of contentment
Forgiving myself above all else
The loneliest place is one without redemption
One without redemption
One without redemption