New Vocabulary Video (MV)

Here in this depravity
In my shaded little hole
I put on the mask of gravity
Dressing me up for what I'm not
Does anybody realize
That inside part of me has died
And I can't put my finger on just why
I need for you
To give to me the words
To paint a new vocabulary
That everyone can comprehend
Inside a voice
Is screaming to be heard
These adjectives and nouns impair me
From bringing means unto an end
Of this
All that's coming from my mouth
Seems to leave you at a loss
Guess I need to go another route
To try to get my point across
Does anybody realize
That inside part of me has died
And I can't put my finger on just why
I need for you
To give to me the words
To paint a new vocabulary
That everyone can comprehend
Inside a voice
Is screaming to be heard
These adjectives and nouns impair me
From bringing means unto an end
Of this
All I'm trying to say is I don't know
Just why I feel the way I do
And I'm tired of trying to act like
I don't care
If you think everything's okay with me
Then you don't know me like you think you do
From time to time I wish that you could
Just be there
I need for you
To give to me the words
To paint a new vocabulary
That everyone can comprehend
Inside a voice
Is screaming to be heard
These adjectives and nouns impair me
From bringing means unto an end
Of this
Is there an end to this?