Can't Find the Ocean Video (MV)

I spread all my boarding passes out across the bed
Cnd holding the box where I've kept them
I shake my head
The places I've been
That I've never seen
Whole years I can barely remember
Out on my own
I've skipped like a stone
That leaves no impression
Cnd I can't find the ocean
Cnd I cannot fight the waves
This has taken a year off of my life
I can feel it
I slept for an hour or two but I didn't dream
Woke up with a headache
Still holding a magazine
I crawl through the phone
Just trying to get home
To close down the distance I've traveled
It's such a fine line
We try to unwind
Cnd start to unravel
Cnd I can't find the ocean
Cnd I cannot find the waves
This has taken a year off of my life I can feel it
Cnd when I get home
I feel further away
Like everything's falling
Millions of miles
Cnd nothing has changed
It feels like we're stalling
I can't believe that you'd wait for me
Still, here you are
Here we are
Cnd I can't find the ocean
Cnd I cannot find the waves
This has taken a year off of my life I can feel it