Erica Lee Martin - Time to Spare Lyrics

Guys I wanna know what the meaning of life is
Is it meant to be fun? An uphill run and full of surprises?
If I wanna be happy sometimes I gotta be sad
If I wanna be better sometimes I gotta be bad

Guys I wanna know what the meaning of life is
Travel to every shore just to go and explore the beauty that it is rife with
If I wanna be happy sometimes I gotta be sad
If I wanna be better sometimes I gotta be bad

Hey what's going on here?

And I'm gonna sit in my room until I figure it out
I'm not going anywhere, I've got time to spare
I'm gonna lie in my bed til I've unraveled this thread
I'm not going anywhere, I've got time to spare

Guys I wanna know what the meaning of life is
Why's it so tough and always never enough?
Whose idea was this?
If I wanna be smarter sometimes I gotta be dumb
If I wanna be stronger sometimes I gotta be numb
Guys I wanna know what the big f*ckin' deal is
Why the high stakes? Just give me a break
Who organised this?
Gotta crawl through devastation to reach elation
Gotta feed your soul and then feed the nation

And I'm gonna sit in my room until I figure it out
I'm not going anywhere, I've got time to spare
I'm gonna lie in my bed til I've unraveled this thread
I'm not going anywhere, I've got time to spare