Erik Jorsal - When Does My Love Show It's Real Lyrics

I felt hard love it was beautiful
But now my heart feels so cold
Not sure how I'm supposed to feel
When does my love show it's real

Sometimes it feels like a protocol
That I need someone to get old
Not sure how I'm supposed to heal
To know, when my love is real

I've been to places with everybody
I feel like I should be spending money
So I can pore myself another drink
At least that's what I think

There's times in life that it feels hard
Like everything's falling apart
The things that were close to heart
Are now boarding to depart

But then there's times that a great
That we try to recreate
Cause we are desperate for that state
As we don't know what awaits

I need a break
What does it take

I felt hard love it was beautiful
But now my heart feels so cold
Not sure how I'm supposed to feel
When does my love show it's real

Sometimes it feels like a protocol
That I need someone to get old
Not sure how I'm supposed to heal
To know, when my love is real

I can't say I feel like a nobody
My friends think that I am someone funny
I don't know if I want another drink
Because I need to think

About my life how've i've become
So cold that I can trust no-one
That I need to write to feel numb
So I can say that I'm someone

I don't want to end up this way
Where I feel like I have to stay
I'm happy now at my pace
Why do I feel I have to change

I need a break
What does it take

I felt hard love it was beautiful
But now my heart feels so cold
Not sure how I'm supposed to feel
When does my love show it's real

Sometimes it feels like a protocol
That I need someone to get old
Not sure how I'm supposed to heal
To know, when my love is real

The ones that know me
Know I'm not lonely
That is not my problem

I just can't see
Who I should be
I need to know

I felt hard love it was beautiful
But now my heart feels so cold
Not sure how I'm supposed to feel
When does my love show it's real

Sometimes it feels like a protocol
That I need someone to get old
Not sure how I'm supposed to heal
To know, when my love is real