Let me drive the boat, let me drive the boat, let me drive the boat, let me drive the boat
(Ooooo ooooo)
(Hey yay a aye)
(Oooooooo oooo ooo)
Chain smoking all these squares
I can feel it in my chest
Cracking bottle after bottle til' ain't nothing left
Stay riding by my lonely
And now all I fear is that
I'm just gone be alone forever
So baby come chill
I'm all alone right now
Like all the time
I say it's by choice
But the truth is that through all this pain I tried to fill a void
Even though I know
I'm killing myself
I'm killing myself
I know
I'm killing myself
I'm killing myself
F*cked up out here since I did my friends wrong
They say EO you changed
I tried to lie like I ain't notice
Never felt this pain
I'm lying and I know it
Mama gone Mom gone Cal gone Quan gone Grandma gone
Asking God like why you do the most
Then you took my granddaddy
I'm sad cause I ain't know him
Then you went and took my aunt
I'm feeling like you bogus
I'm feeling like you bogus
I'm drinking Coor's Light to the face
Chasing all my dreams right now
But I don't know which one to chase
I'm thinking how I lied and said I'm okay
Thinking how they lied and said it's okay
They say it'd be okay
But that's never the case
That's never the case
They say it'd be okay
But that's never the case
That's never the case
I'm all alone right now
Like all the time
I say it's by choice
But the truth is that through all this pain yeah I tried to fill a void
Even though I know
I'm killing myself
I'm killing myself
I know
I'm killing myself
I'm killing myself
Myself
Hey yay a aye
Hey yay a aye
Woah wo oahh ohh oh
Chain smoking all these squares
I can feel it in my chest
(My chest)
Cracking bottle after bottle til' ain't nothing left
Stay riding by my lonely
And now all I fear is that
(That's all I fear)
I'm just gone be alone forever
So baby come chill
I'm all alone right now
Like all the time
I say it's by choice
But the truth is that through all this pain I tried to fill a void
Even though I know
I'm killing myself
I'm killing myself
I know
I'm killing myself
I'm killing myself