Pain Video (MV)

I feel my heart pumping
I hear my chest pounding
I know these organs work but
I feel like I'm drowning
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
I know that life can overwhelm
But these broken kids won't fix themselves
I feel like shouting out for help
But I just can't I just can't tell
Is this true is this real life
Is this how it ends is this how I die
Will I stop hearing my long cry
Will I keep feeding myself lies
Pain
I tell myself that its always here to stay
Pain
I tell myself that it will never go away
Pain
You ask I say okay but there's still so much
Pain
Help me lord help me through this
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
How much pain can I go through and see
Before I find out that this pain aint really me
All my mind does is lie and its begging me to free
From this pain but all I ever do is flee
Run away from the past
Go away I wont last
Should I stay no one asked
Its okay not so fast
Everyday full of trash
Anyways ima crash
Full of rage ima smash
Do my thing I wont pass
Its pain
I tell myself that its always here to stay
Pain
I tell myself that it will never go away
Pain
You ask I say okay but there's still so much
Pain
Help me lord help me from this
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Losing emotions outa my mind
Got too much to live for not enough time
Won't look at myself wont put it behind
Just gather my pain and live off these rhymes
My feelings are useless don't even try
My thoughts leave me clueless saying goodbye
Emotions are ruthless need to survive
My hearts being foolish barely alive
Do I have a future hard to believe
Will I take on joy from what I achieve
Will I make the most off what I receive
Or stand on the side waiting for relief
Is it to much to ask for a little bit of hope
Can you fix what's lost and repair the broke
Can you make me feel like i'm in control
Will I drown again or stay afloat
Pain
I tell myself that its always here to stay
Pain
I tell myself that it will never go away
Pain
You ask I say okay but there's still so much
Pain
Help me lord help me from this
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain