A yellow haze hangs over me
I promised I would not get stuck
Every breath pulls me in deep
And now I don't know what's enough
I can't get out it spins me 'round
I took the pill I cant get out
You're not my sickness
You're not my joy
You're the one thing I cant destroy
I'll keep you hidden up my sleeve
Hide the one thing I can't leave
Hide the one thing I don't want
Hide myself from all your taunts
I always thought that I could stop myself
I saw the end
I went outside and called a friend
But the would went quiet
And now I know
I'm spinning out of control
I want to be alone in this world
I'll paint the walls black and white
You said that you'd be missing me
So I thought I would stick around
A young adult in in yellow halls
Slip through the cracks and let me fall
Let me fall
Let me fall
Let me fall