Yeah, yeah, yeah Pain in my heart, weight on my soul
I been fightin' these demons, they takin' control Who really ride it, who gon' fold
I don't even know no more I don't even know no more, yeah
Came from the gutter where the nights stay cold Where the youngins told to eat, cause the block too bold
Tryna make it out, but the street got a hold Everyday feel like war, like my name got told
Lost too many hearts, still numb Prayin' for the day that the pain don't come
Lookin' in the mirror like who I become Too much pressure got me clutchin' on drums
Mama told me, baby, you a king, don't bend But the world too wicked, got me lost in the wind
Tryna find peace, but my mind's on 10 Voices in my head sayin, listen again
I been lost, I been unhinged Tryna hold it down, but the walls cave in
They don't really know where I been, where I live All this pain deep inside, yeah, cut like a sheath
I been lost, I been unhinged Tryna make it out, but the past won't give
They don't really know all the things that I did Had to fight just to breathe, just to get to this bridge
Blood on my hands, sins on my soul Every scar on my body got a story untold
Diggin' near God, but I still won't fold God whisperin' to me, but the devil got a hold
They don't really love you till you six feet deep All locked in a cage, can't taste no peace
Had to wake up, had to shake them leech Everybody say gang till they meet that beast
I seen homies turn snakes, seen brothers get clipped Seen a mom lose her son, seen a shooter won't miss
Tears in my eyes, put a cross on my wrist Ask the Lord, do he hear me when I'm talkin' like this
City on fire, pain in the air I done walked through the valley, ain't nobody there
They say God give his hardest to the ones who care But I done seen the righteous get done unfair
I been lost, I been unhinged Tryna hold it down, but the walls cave in
They don't really know where I been, where I live All this pain deep inside, yeah, cut like a sheath
I been lost, I been unhinged Tryna make it out, but the past won't give
They don't really know all the things that I did Had to fight just to breathe, just to get to this bridge
Yeah, who decides war, who decides peace Who decides fate when we trapped in the streets
All I know is pain, all I know is grief Tryna make it out, but they want me on a leash
Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh
Reconciliations
Yeah, who decides war, who decides peace Who decides fate when we trapped in the streets
All I know is pain, all I know is grief Tryna make it out, but they want me on a leash
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