Esha Tewari - train song Lyrics

Walking down the freight train yard
I hold my breath and see the stars
Laid on your chest
The smell of smoke burns
Through your breath
Into my bones

And I see your face
A memory of
Who you were
Now I'm not sure
What is love?
Does it bend
Only to break?

Am I supposed to hide my face?
Am I supposed to beg you to stay?

I stand alone on these tracks
Hoping for you to come back
And I wanna know
Your rules and religion
And pray that I'm the exception
Two years
To break down your walls
Only to find
I don't want it anymore
Show me your blood if its warm
I need something
To keep when I'm cold

Am I supposed to hide my face?
Am I supposed to beg you to stay?
'Cause I will run
I will run
I will run
I will run

You push and shove
Making new bruises
You call and cry
To tell me excuses
How could a good man
Do this?

Am I supposed to hide my face?
Am I supposed to beg you to stay?
'Cause I will run
I will run
I will run
I will run

Am I supposed to to save your grace?
I don't
Want it anymore
Am I supposed to beg you to stay?
Am I supposed to hide my face?

On my knees again
You aren't my god
You've never been