Keep It In Video (MV)

I got this vengeance creeping in
Now it's all work, no sleepin in
Heart it still hurts, I keep it in
Alone , others they cheapen it
Outside I'm bubblin, but I know deep down inside I am struggling
Lost and confused, can't fit the puzzle in
Tryin to walk, but bitch now I'm stumblin
Bitch now I stumbling , fall on my knees
Beggin for help, I need somebody please
And I'm Yelling like GOD like why won't you answer me
Is it too much for a girl just to dance with me
Friends gonna cancel me
Olds gonna ransom me
I'm getting bullied, but no one will stand for me
If this is truly the life that you promised me
Take that shit back, cuz then I don't wanna breathe
Enemies, gotta lot of enemies
If this is it, then you know this is the end of me
You with my ex, man I thought you were a friend to ME
Won't take ur shit, nah this life ain't human centipede
But life be sendin it, poison, this shit be venomous. Disease it like it tetanus, no rest, no sedative
Wear me down like a sediment
I ain't a man, I am merely a skeleton
I got this vengeance creeping in
Now it's all work, no sleepin in
Heart it still hurts, I keep it in
Alone, others they cheapen it
Outside I'm bubblin, but I know deep down inside I am struggling
Lost and confused, can't fit the puzzle in
Tryin to walk, but bitch now I'm stumblin
In a blink of an eye, my whole life in front of me, flashes me by
The person I'm gonna be
Family I'm gonna meet
People who loved me, I'm watching them cry
Dazed and confused, did I really die?
Damn my whole life , it was one of a kind
Ya this shits tough, but guess what bitch I am tougher , Like nah I won't say goodbye
Bein honest I remember how the dirt taste
I Still running from my past it's a foot race
Just anotha second from them white gates
Nah I'll never lose, See me out in first place
You tried to kill me? Ya tried
Voices that chill me? They lied
I am the only who gets to choose my life vision, like I am the one that decides