Essaay - Glass Home Lyrics

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I have violent thoughts
I get tidal waves of anxiety
That makes me want to crush everything how it's crushing me
I have a sharp tongue
I keep saying things that cut deep
And now I got blood on my hands it's dripping on my feet
Don't judge me
Don't judge me when I'm gone
Don't judge me
For the wrongs I can't make right
I've been rolling around
Drink in my cup
Thinking 'bout old days
When I said what I said
Did what I did
Came so close to death now I'm just tryna live
Think my momma's scared
About past lives I lived
I know she wouldn't be proud
Of the stuff that went down

But I ask that you don't throw your stones
While I try to rebuild my glass home
My glass home

I've got an addictive personality
Don't know what gets into me when poison's inside of me
It's not who I want to be
My sins they keep racking up
Don't know what God thinks of me when I'm on my hands and knees
What does he think of me
Only He can judge me
But will I meet Him when I'm gone
Please don't judge me
Before I can right my wrongs
Rolling one up
I should give a f*ck
The cops are patrolling
Using fake IDs
I go on a spree
Don't remember the innocence that they sell me
I think I might be scared
That I was never a kid
That I tried to grow up
And got lost in sandpits

But I ask that you don't throw your stones
While I try to rebuild my glass home
My glass home

Rolling around
Drink in my cup
Rolling one up
I should give a what
Don't judge me

I ask that you don't throw your stones
I'm trying to build my glass home
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