Essential Paradox - Hurts to much Lyrics

I've been counting the hours
Been counting the days
I've been stuck in this darkness
Since you passed away
I just wanna cry but I'm all out of tears
It's no longer the same without you here

Somehow life just keeps moving
So I can't stop the time
I need time to accept
That you're no longer mine
I need time to heal this wound in my heart
But right now I don't know where to start

I don't feel like I can take it any longer
Alone I'm oh so weak, but you, you made me stronger
I just want to hold you, just wanna feel your touch
This world without you just hurts too much

I've been fighting this darkness
Before you were my queen
Now there's just a black hole
Where you should've been
I just wanna scream but I'm all out of tune
It's no longer the same without you

I don't feel like I can take it any longer
Alone I'm oh so weak, but you, you made me stronger
I just want to hold you, just wanna feel your touch
This world without you just hurts too much

I need time to heal this wound so deep inside
'cause right now my mind is trying to deny
That from this moment on you'll forever be
Nothing but a memory