Essi - Bottle Up Lyrics

I'm up high
Standing on a cloud
My feet feel heavy
Sinking to the ground
I feel everywhere
But stuck in the middle
Like i don't belong anywhere but that's okay
My head's all blurry
My face feels warm
My hands are cold
And longing for your form
Beaten anxiety
I don't feel a thing
Except now i feel everything
Bottle up bottle up
Who needs a cup
Bottle up bottle up
Never gonna stop
I just wanna feel free
I just wanna feel anything
I'm okay now
So don't mess with me
I'm okay now
And i'm too far gone
I've been feeling trapped in my head for far too long
If you want me to live
Then don't make me feel again
Falling down low
My head's overweight
Body like a balloon
Refusing to float
I feel nowhere but trapped in a cell
Like i don't belong anywhere and it's not okay
My hands are shaking
But it's not a problem
My eyes are closing but they feel open
Depression's beaten
I don't feel a thing
Except now i feel everything
Bottle up bottle up
Who needs a cup
Bottle up bottle up
Never gonna stop
I just wanna feel free
I just wanna feel anything
I'm okay now
So don't mess with me
I'm okay now
And i'm too far gone
I've been feeling trapped in my head for far too long
If you want me to live
Then don't make me feel again
Bottle up bottle up
I'm okay
Bottle up bottle up
I'm okay
Bottle up bottle up
I'm okay
Bottle up bottle up
Bottle up bottle up
I'm okay
Bottle up bottle up
I'm okay
Bottle up bottle up
I'm okay
Bottle up bottle up
Don't make me feel again
I'm okay now
So don't mess with me
I'm okay now
And i'm too far gone
I've been feeling trapped in my head for far too long
If you want me to live
Then don't make me feel again