Essi - Scar My Skeleton Lyrics

I'm feeling sick
I'm lost in my own mind
Which is lost as well
It's getting too hard to try
It's crawling in my skin
Paranoia
The exposure
It hides behind a grin
But it's grim without closure
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I close my eyes just to see
I tie a noose around my neck
Just flip my card out from the deck
Put the blade to my skin
Cut through and scar my skeleton
I drink the poison that killed you
'Cause it makes me feel alive
I try to numb all the pain
But I just locked it all inside
I locked you in my mind
I feel the sweetest flame
The smell's intoxicating
The smoke fills my lungs
Oh it's such a magic thing
The fire
It flickers
It rages
It's out of control
It's taking me alive
But I've got nowhere to fall
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I close my eyes just to see
I tie a noose around my neck
Just flip my card out from the deck
Put the blade to my skin
Cut through and scar my skeleton
I drink the poison that killed you
'Cause it makes me feel alive
I try to numb all the pain
But I just locked it all inside
I locked you in my mind
I've made so many mistakes
But I admit to all of them
And I don't care what it takes
What it takes to get even
Put the world on hold
Built the walls up in my mind
I don't want my sanity
I just want to feel alive
I tie a noose around my neck
Just flip my card out from the deck
Put the blade to my skin
Cut through and scar my skeleton
I drink the poison that killed you
'Cause it makes me feel alive
I try to numb all the pain
But I just locked it all inside
Locked it all inside
I locked you in my mind
I tie a noose around my neck
I tie a noose around my neck