Eternal Atake - Been Thru Lyrics

I've had enough of this shit man
I don't even know what to do with myself anymore
And you could leave and I wouldn't even care
Cause
It's whatever
F*ckin' bitch
Niggas don't know what I been through
These niggas don't even know what I did
And I swear I been this way since I was a kid
Niggas they know I'm in love
Waiting for me to fall apart
Niggas they know that I ball
Getting them buckets up in the park
I was so lost and I could never be found
Praying me to leave yeah that's what it's all about
You got me crazy you got me going wild
Yeah
Niggas don't know what I been through
These niggas don't even know what I did
And I swear I been this way since I was a kid
Niggas they know I'm in love
Waiting for me to fall apart
Niggas they know that I ball
Getting them buckets up in the park
Yeah you know I overthink
About certain types of things
Went and bought a diamond ring
All different types of things
Yeah
And I know that your gonna leave
Tell me what the f*ck is up you been acting off
Hit her phone she was like I don't wanna call
Every time that we talk you been slacking off
When I miss her yeah it feels like withdrawals
Kiss me once now I'm wearing all her lip gloss
Leave it be no I do not wan' be pissed off
I can't cope no more I'm so done
I can't love no more I'm so numb
Trippin' over you and I got so dumb
Lovin' by myself I know I'm the only one
I'm off my meds I forgot how to act
Ignoring everything that you did in the past
I know your gonna leave and yeah that's a fact
I never thought that I could be so attached
Tell me what the f*ck is up you been acting off
Hit her phone she was like I don't wanna call
Every time that we talk you been slacking off
When I miss her yeah it feels like withdrawals
Kiss me once now I'm wearing all her lip gloss
Leave it be no I do not wan' be pissed off