In her world, I was lost
First love felt like a cost
Late nights under neon skies
But I never saw the truth in her eyes
Conflicted heart, I played my role
Caught in dreams, then lost my soul
Eternal thoughts, they linger on
Memories fade but the pain's still strong
Living on in shadows of our past
Regretting actions, wishing they would last
Long time ago, but not long enough
A bitter taste in this love so tough
We danced through days, a sweet charade
With every laugh, I felt the blade
Friendship twisted, love one-sided
In her light, my heart divided
Nostalgia calls, like a siren's song
In your arms, where I feel I belong
Eternal thoughts, they linger on
Memories fade but the pain's still strong
Living on in shadows of our past
Regretting actions, wishing they would last
Long time ago, but not long enough
A bitter taste in this love so tough
I found my strength when you were gone
Independence grew, but it felt so wrong
Desire lingers like a ghost
Accepting love, a bittersweet toast
Confused and lost, but now I see
The girl I loved set my spirit free
Eternal thoughts, they linger on
Memories fade but the pain's still strong
Living on in shadows of our past
Regretting actions, wishing they would last
Long time ago, but not long enough
A bitter taste in this love so tough
So here I stand, in the light of day
With hope in my heart, I'll find my way
Not just a ghost of our sweet romance
In every step, I'll take my chance
Eternal thoughts, they fade and flow
But I've learned to love, now I'll let go