Blessings but I Know Rainbows Fall Video (MV)

Blessings but I know curse when I see one
I tried to lock down my demons
I been keeping out of mind
But they still come back creeping
Blessings but I know curse when I see one
I tried to lock down my demons
I been keeping out of mind
But they still come back creeping

Check me out
Get me out
In a drought
I been in and out
Gone Wilde
Since pink clouds
Vision clouds
Me alone
Still to loud
OutStanding in crowd
To no avail
I mean avowed
Heart of my sleeve
Feel a proud
Das allowed
Or dis you
Been a while
Since you been around
Been keeping tabs since you been down
And out
I been in and out
Gone Wilde
Since pink
Pink
I'm aroused
I mean around
That's a joke
Wow
I'm allowed
U a clown
I'm a king
Where's my crown
Like my sound
Like my style
What u found
Oh there's my crown

Gimme that, that's one of my blessings

And I knew from when I was little kid
I mean about ten
That I was destined for things you can't imagine
And way way way way way way way way back then
I was ready to lead like a captain

Row your boat all the way to school
Dazzling rollies was the only way to go
Nothing else seemed logical
Ice was simply optional
Gucci belts for when summer calls
Polo Ralph looking magical
Just do it bag with the tag and all
U know I flexed I had it all
Lost my way and lost the bag and all
Losing weight but got the way though
On the way home
Get it when I say so
Know I like to lay low
Not so bait though
Yeah i guess i changed though
Still got the Gucci belt
A whole range though
Same kid
I just changed clothes

Pray tell pray tell
Tryna reach a higher level of mental wealth
Writing cultured raps
To jazz tracks
And speaking things once felt
At a deeper time
When my mind was unwell
I dispel feelings for a moment
But come back like a lizard tail
I speak on things I feel
And speak on things that's real
And speak on speaking on to myself
I do it for when I'm in need of help
Or reminding who I once was
And how I can get back from where I fell
I tell you
Many things about me
But like to throw you off the scent
Of the real thoughts that surround me
You can't ground me
I'm too ready to descent
Youre to ready to implement
Change in my regime and keep me stuck
Like cement
I'm tempted or temporarily on the fence
But you can't ground me
I'm too ready to descent
I been in the deep end
That depends
Are you go ready to go deeper
As the plot deepens
Blessings
But rainbows fall in rainy season
What's the forecast for this weekend
U never can tell