Ethan Blake - Juxtaposed Lyrics

Flowing poetry seriously helps me delve into the middle of me
And my music still
Is this real
Am I losing it
Love myself
Hate the world
Hate myself
Love the world
I don't know
Am I flipping curst

I don't know
I don't flipping know
I'm so cold
I'm so flipping cold

Daddy left me
He abandoned me
He didn't love me

Mummy loved me
And sugged me
She took care of me

Girlfriend want me
And she trust
Man Man I love me
And I hate the world
Think that's how it goes
And I know
And I flipping know
I can break the code
I can break the flow
I can live this life
I can carry on
Man I love myself
I do nothing wrong
I do love my mums
I do love this life
And I love my pain
And I love this strife
And I and I and I

Flipping flipping
I've been whippin
I been getting money different
(Not selling drugs not doing robs)
I been grinding on a mission
Doing my own ting
And my phone ring
And this girl
What a lovely thing
Hope my sister sing
And I cannot go
Anywhere but home
Oh no
Oh no no
Think that's how it go
I am juxtaposed

Oh holy moly
I've been lacking confidence
Told my confidante
I'll be nonchalant
But if been off and on
And on and on
My mind goes on
Don't know where I'm from
But I keep the secrets
Got a brother now
Got a sister now
I'm mature now
I'm in awe how
Dad got 3 now
None on my speed dial
I'm the demon child

Flowing poetry seriously helps me delve into the darkness in me
When im feeling weak
I can't even speak
At my peak
Mind is deep
And it leaks
I can't even right
All these wrongs
Always wrong
Imagine how I feel
Imagine what it's like
I can't sleep at night
Man I lost my sight
Man I love my vision
I'm inprisonsed in my mind

See these bars show what's locked up deep inside

A wicked record man i wreck it when i know i'm in second to myself for the record
With that man in the mirror
Stepping on my toes
Messing up my flows
And you wonder why i never do these shows
I don't need a feature
I'm a creature on my own
Man i'm juxtaposed