Ethan Kushmaul - Ruby (You're Killing Me) Lyrics

I dont even know where to begin
I think lost myself
Its been a rough week and its only Tuesday well, at least i think i get paid
And now i am pacing in a room
A room in my head
I wish i was in bed
Why cant i just be dead
Pacing in a room
A room in my head on my own
When will you see
This boy isn't mean
This boy is just me
And i dont even really want to be here
I'd rather play with myself
Ruby you were just a girl in my head
I think i need someones help
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
I dont have time to put a smile on my face
Dont want to mess things up
Ruby i dont think i can handle this
I think you love me too much
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
When i am with her things will be alright
Why would i be mean
I could never keep a lie
When i am alone i die
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me
Ruby you're killing me