I'm a wreck because I lost my head again
Searching for another reason to keep myself alive
I'd expect that all your expectations would arrive
In a couple business days
I'm really thinking 2-5
Am I a goner or will I survive
Another long day of being alive?
Will I find meaning by the end of the night
Or will I find you staring back at me? (yeah)
I won't lie, I forgot what it all was about
Caught a glimpse of a mirror now I'm caught up in doubt
I'm sorry, can't quite figure it out
Circumnavigate my brain until I wanna reroute
Self-sabotage my plans until I'm running aground
I'm sorry, can't quite figure it out
Here comes a cliche about wearing a mask
And how I'm scared to take it off because of how you'd react
You know it's never that simple cause
Whether I'm real or relatable I'll show you who I want you to see
So obsessed with my image man I need to relax
Feel the pressure of my name just like a panic attack
So many undefined guidelines wasting my time
Your perception is a chemical ambrosia to me
Am I a goner or will I survive
Another long day of being alive?
Will I find meaning by the end of the night
Or will I find you staring back at me? (yeah)
I won't lie, I forgot what it all was about
Caught a glimpse of a mirror now I'm caught up in doubt
I'm sorry, can't quite figure it out
Circumnavigate my brain until I wanna reroute
Self-sabotage my plans until I'm running aground
I'm sorry, can't quite figure it out
Can't quite figure it out
I won't lie, I forgot what it all was about
Caught a glimpse of a mirror now I'm caught up in doubt
I'm sorry, can't quite figure it out
Circumnavigate my brain until I wanna reroute
Self-sabotage my plans until I'm running aground
I'm sorry, can't quite figure it out
I can't quite