Ethan Stark - Jaded Lyrics

I'll send you beats if you can manage 'em
I said no diamonds till I'm platinum
My backs against the wall the rent has always had me panicking
Dark side like Anakin
Back to light the hate is always damaging
I take my pay in notes cause I can't handle change
I'm in the sun with Missy singing I can't stand the rain
I'm a beacon of hope cause I can shine without a chain
No watch to tell the time but I know mine still hasn't came
I'm no Method Man but I still might bring that pain
And every time I fail I find someone to blame
I kept my voice to say that we don't sound the same
I'm sat in lock down hardest part is staying sane
And I wear my tracksuit when I'm chilling
My Adidas when you be illin'
It's like that you know the feeling
No hero no villain
I've got no capes and no masks
Me I just chill in the middle
Right off the top it's no task (it's no task)
Call me complicated
Work rate never faded
Waiting for the day I can tell 'em all that I made it
She said we should save it
Life is what you make it
Call me up at 4am I'm working till I'm Jaded
Call me complicated
Work rate never faded
Waiting for the day I can tell 'em all that I made it
She said we should save it
Life is what you make it
Call me up at 4am I'm working till I'm Jaded
Take a bolt of my energy
I'm running round the heads of my enemy
They put me on the spot like a penalty
They didn't think it through they though stress would get the best of me
That rum and coke is my remedy
Sat with music humming melodies I call that shit my therapy
How can I be scared of it's longevity
When there's only hundred people that have heard of me
She's my drug she gets me high but deep down I just want my ex to see
I know that vibe when you're not texting me
She doesn't love me nah she loves my melodies
But they don't sing along they bop their heads to me
I'll crucify you just to get my point across
A couple bruises stop you asking who's the boss
We feed the barracudas when we leave you lot to rot
I never tried coke but on the food chain I'm the top
Call me complicated
Work rate never faded
Waiting for the day I can tell 'em all that I made it
She said we should save it
Life is what you make it
Call me up at 4am I'm working till I'm Jaded
Call me complicated
Work rate never faded
Waiting for the day I can tell 'em all that I made it
She said we should save it
Life is what you make it
Call me up at 4am I'm working till I'm Jaded
Call me up at 4am
I can wait (I can wait) I can wait till then
And I can lie and say I'm staying in
FaceTime I hope I get to see your face again
And I know time is of the essence
So it's too late to send a message
Or when I wake up I'll regret it
I'll finish off this bottle I'll text you when I'm wasted
Man I can tell you're feeling Jaded
Call me complicated
Work rate never faded
Waiting for the day I can tell 'em all that I made it
She said we should save it
Life is what you make it
Call me up at 4am I'm working till I'm Jaded
Jaded, uh