Ethereal Realm - Nightmare Lyrics

Wake up, I feel, my thoughts are narrowing
Agony, despair, have I been through a harrowing
A shiver through my spine, has taken what was mine
But the pain inside, just can't be denied

Why oh why, is it happening again
Eternal slumber, doesn't feel the same
Please, please, don't let it start
Cause once it does, I feel ripped apart

Cause my life took a turn, I watched my future burn
I don't believe it is of anyone's concern
And when I shattered the oath, the demons come forth
And now I dream of what I loathe

I have a nightmare, following me
I live a nightmare, its hard to believe
That in this nightmare, I'm feeling relieved
When I came to know that I wasn't conceived

Now I know, deep inside, something's been lurking
Suicide, genocide why isn't it working
A tumor in my brain, is driving me insane
But the pain inside, just can't be denied

Why oh why, do I go through this again
Eternal solitude, doesn't feel the same
Please, please, don't let it start
Cause once it does, I feel ripped apart

Cause my life took a turn, I watched my future burn
I don't believe it is of anyone's concern
And when I shattered the oath, the demons come forth
And now I dream of what I loathe

I have a nightmare, following me
I live a nightmare, its hard to believe
That in this nightmare, I'm feeling relieved
When I came to know that I wasn't conceived

So sick of this nightmare
So sick of this nightmare

Why do I feel just a lil insecure
When did I find out that I don't have a cure
My soul is blackened, my thoughts are impure
My mind is tainted of that I'm sure

Cause I have a nightmare following me
Or is it a dream that I failed to see
Been hiding from the truth for too long
But how can I do a wrong if I wasn't born

If I wasn't born

I have a nightmare, following me
I live a nightmare, its hard to believe
That in this nightmare, I'm feeling relieved
When I came to know that I wasn't conceived

I have a nightmare, following me
I have a nightmare, its hard to believe
That in this nightmare, I'm feeling relieved
When I came to know that I wasn't conceived

Cause my life took a turn, I watched my future burn
I don't believe it is of anyone's concern
And when I shattered the oath, my demons come forth
And now I've become what I loathe

I have a