ev4de - all about me Lyrics

You used to tell me how much you loved me
Somehow I doubted and let that become me
Then I got distant, mad in an instant
And now I realize that's why you don't miss me
You always told me the things that I wanted to hear
Didn't believe that somebody could feel that way about me, so I pushed you away
Thought that without you somehow I'd be okay
And I always feel sad
I don't know why, guess I just always have
And I don't know how to stop it myself
So I go looking for someone to help
And if I'm lucky I could find another, but deep down inside I know it's just a cover
Not to sound desperate, but you're the only
Person that I think I'll ever find worthy
I think I'm bad for myself
Maybe I should look for help
Maybe we could try again
Maybe I could change the end
Guess I'm in this on my own
You loved me, how could I've known?
And I'm still waiting for myself to move on
Don't think I can take it 'cause I've felt this way so long
Maybe I'll fake it, maybe I'll force a smile
And maybe you'll catch it and think that I'm better now
I'll tell you one thing
I never meant to do the wrong thing
You were the only one who loved me
And now I'm so low you're above me
But I do not care if I sound insane
I just wanna let go of all my pain
If I could reach out to you still and make our amends
I would try but I know I would do it again
I think I'm bad for myself
Maybe I should look for help
Maybe we could try again
Maybe I could change the end
Guess I'm in this on my own
You loved me, how could I've known?
You gave me the world but I just couldn't understand
I'd do it better if I could, but I don't think I can
You gave me your world into my arms
I just don't know how I'll go on