There should be a way
To bridge the dark chasm
I'm frustrated you see
My mind in a spasm
I hide for safety
As he flails around
I'm shut up into silence
I don't make a sound
His rage escalates
I must not be found
He knows that I fear him
His victim to pound
When they finally do find me
I know not to fight back
I'm safer that way
When they begin the attack
They've trained my small body
They controlled my mind, too
Vulnerable in my own confusion
I must endure 'til they're through
I didn't keep squirming
In a while I lay silent
Losing all sense of time
It was just way too violent
I pretended to be dead
They didn't even care
They continued in pleasure
While off in the distance I stared
But sometimes it was worse
I was made to participate
And do things to him
While I was in a full denial state
He screamed and put me down
I'm so worthless and ashamed
He made me suffer even worse
Until I was tamed
It makes me crazy to think
I had no chance
My life threatening dance
I'm in a helpless trance
Please come real fast
Help me break free
I'm screaming for you
In a desperate plea
The pain
I'll cut it all to pieces
Mutilation is the answer
To excise all the horror
And lance the deadly cancer
You know what I'm saying
I can't live always pained
It strips me and dissolves me
The hate feels ingrained
I'm in a desperation
For safety
And I'll always hide my best
Weapons and defenses I'll use
And in armor I'll be dressed
It isn't very long
'Til you will see
I'm shredded into fragments
When you enter me
You better run
Because I'll kill you for sure
I'll beat you to death
You've made me impure
I'm deathly afraid of losing
The battle I've begun
To protect myself from life
Escape routes I've run
You know it won't be long
'Til I cave in under the pressure
All leverage I'm losing
To vanish from the stressor
So how do I
Get out of this war
It's inbounding from all angles
And leaves my body and mind
In deeply rooted tangles
Don't you recognize the devastation
My hope chained down and sinking
It fights a constant torture
That distorts all of my thinking
So what do I feel
An extreme loss of control
I can't find my center anymore
I can't find my soul
Eva Marie Shannon - Child Soul Entrapped Lyrics
Eva Marie Shannon - Child Soul Entrapped Lyrics
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English
There should be a way
To bridge the dark chasm
I'm frustrated you see
My mind in a spasm
I hide for safety
As he flails around
I'm shut up into silence
I don't make a sound
His rage escalates
I must not be found
He knows that I fear him
His victim to pound
When they finally do find me
I know not to fight back
I'm safer that way
When they begin the attack
They've trained my small body
They controlled my mind, too
Vulnerable in my own confusion
I must endure 'til they're through
I didn't keep squirming
In a while I lay silent
Losing all sense of time
It was just way too violent
I pretended to be dead
They didn't even care
They continued in pleasure
While off in the distance I stared
But sometimes it was worse
I was made to participate
And do things to him
While I was in a full denial state
He screamed and put me down
I'm so worthless and ashamed
He made me suffer even worse
Until I was tamed
It makes me crazy to think
I had no chance
My life threatening dance
I'm in a helpless trance
Please come real fast
Help me break free
I'm screaming for you
In a desperate plea
The pain
I'll cut it all to pieces
Mutilation is the answer
To excise all the horror
And lance the deadly cancer
You know what I'm saying
I can't live always pained
It strips me and dissolves me
The hate feels ingrained
I'm in a desperation
For safety
And I'll always hide my best
Weapons and defenses I'll use
And in armor I'll be dressed
It isn't very long
'Til you will see
I'm shredded into fragments
When you enter me
You better run
Because I'll kill you for sure
I'll beat you to death
You've made me impure
I'm deathly afraid of losing
The battle I've begun
To protect myself from life
Escape routes I've run
You know it won't be long
'Til I cave in under the pressure
All leverage I'm losing
To vanish from the stressor
So how do I
Get out of this war
It's inbounding from all angles
And leaves my body and mind
In deeply rooted tangles
Don't you recognize the devastation
My hope chained down and sinking
It fights a constant torture
That distorts all of my thinking
So what do I feel
An extreme loss of control
I can't find my center anymore
I can't find my soul
To bridge the dark chasm
I'm frustrated you see
My mind in a spasm
I hide for safety
As he flails around
I'm shut up into silence
I don't make a sound
His rage escalates
I must not be found
He knows that I fear him
His victim to pound
When they finally do find me
I know not to fight back
I'm safer that way
When they begin the attack
They've trained my small body
They controlled my mind, too
Vulnerable in my own confusion
I must endure 'til they're through
I didn't keep squirming
In a while I lay silent
Losing all sense of time
It was just way too violent
I pretended to be dead
They didn't even care
They continued in pleasure
While off in the distance I stared
But sometimes it was worse
I was made to participate
And do things to him
While I was in a full denial state
He screamed and put me down
I'm so worthless and ashamed
He made me suffer even worse
Until I was tamed
It makes me crazy to think
I had no chance
My life threatening dance
I'm in a helpless trance
Please come real fast
Help me break free
I'm screaming for you
In a desperate plea
The pain
I'll cut it all to pieces
Mutilation is the answer
To excise all the horror
And lance the deadly cancer
You know what I'm saying
I can't live always pained
It strips me and dissolves me
The hate feels ingrained
I'm in a desperation
For safety
And I'll always hide my best
Weapons and defenses I'll use
And in armor I'll be dressed
It isn't very long
'Til you will see
I'm shredded into fragments
When you enter me
You better run
Because I'll kill you for sure
I'll beat you to death
You've made me impure
I'm deathly afraid of losing
The battle I've begun
To protect myself from life
Escape routes I've run
You know it won't be long
'Til I cave in under the pressure
All leverage I'm losing
To vanish from the stressor
So how do I
Get out of this war
It's inbounding from all angles
And leaves my body and mind
In deeply rooted tangles
Don't you recognize the devastation
My hope chained down and sinking
It fights a constant torture
That distorts all of my thinking
So what do I feel
An extreme loss of control
I can't find my center anymore
I can't find my soul
Writer: Eva Shannon
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