Evil Bearer Video (MV)

Breathing in
Breathing out
Breathing strong
Without doubt
Then the fear
Then the terror
Gasp for air
At the evil bearer
Coming at you
Coming for you
Wanting your sweetness
Wanting your innocence
Then he tore you
Ripping your strength
Tearing your power
Coming down on you
From his mighty tower
Whimper in silence
For outbursts mean death
Close off your soul
Before there's nothing left
Help me know
Help me believe
That I'm just as I was
Body just leave
I'm dead inside now
But my mind doesn't know
I've run out of sight
A familiar show
But now I am grown
And there's no focus with you
I search from my hideout
For what I should do
Maybe it's over
And I'll never connect
With a place that feels safe
All my confidence wrecked
Where are my senses
They're jumbled all round
My fear is my love
And my soul can't be found
Help me, oh please
To dig past these wounds
Into a present
No longer marooned
This island of aloneness
Is too hard to bear
I can't face the pain
Nothing seems fair
If I am rescued
Then what
I've been so long away
How will I adjust
Can you convince me to stay
I realize the consequence
A life all alone
But isn't it safer
Than the life I have known
Help me make sense of it
Lost beauty in touch
And where's the hope in my heart
Is that asking too much