What am I doing here
I don't know
I look forward through time
What does it all mean
Why do I keep going forward
Why even lean that direction
Into the future
Into a future unknown
Unknown
Perhaps to find places
Where my spirit hasn't grown
In ways it's collapsed
From multiple attacks
Attacks on my stability
My sense of inner dynamics
And sensibilities
I'm trying to find a way through
To the realizations
Of a centered identity
One that finds a meaning and purpose
That can enmesh, a little bit,
But not to be swallowed
By a network of crazy propositions
But still leaving my mind open
To a whole range of options
Loving myself, loving others
Making bonds with all my 5 senses
Don't we have more than that
I think we do
To live in safe pockets of tension
Opposing forces working together
To give me stability in my center
And an odd safety within my existence
I look forward
Trying not to be apprehensive
Try to see
The amazing joys
When I'm low
And not lose sight
Escape the fight
And just have a moment
Of calm
Calm
Calm existence
And then when it's time,
Venture out
Without the kind
Of doubts I had before
Because I know
The beauty at my core
Not the absence
Of joy
Joy can be fleeting
But honestly
If you find it
Within your own strengths
It can always be there for you
I really want to be
In love again
With all the powers
That can help me win
In this fight
Just to be happy
To not suffer anymore
Pain is inevitable at times
But suffering
Is just a drawn out kind of crazy
Makes you do things
You never thought you could do
And things
You never thought you would do
Just keep perspective
On life
Those around you
They're not so different
The same struggles
Face them in life
Health doesn't last forever
Eventually everything
Comes to an end
So you might as well enjoy
The love you have
Rebuild the bonds
That make you healthy
Within yourself, too
Accepting you
And all the experiences
That are part of life
It's okay to be mad
It's also okay to be nice
Honor your feelings
Get back in touch
With who you really are
I love you
I love you
I love me, too
Eva Marie Shannon - What Am I Doing Here Lyrics
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English
What am I doing here
I don't know
I look forward through time
What does it all mean
Why do I keep going forward
Why even lean that direction
Into the future
Into a future unknown
Unknown
Perhaps to find places
Where my spirit hasn't grown
In ways it's collapsed
From multiple attacks
Attacks on my stability
My sense of inner dynamics
And sensibilities
I'm trying to find a way through
To the realizations
Of a centered identity
One that finds a meaning and purpose
That can enmesh, a little bit,
But not to be swallowed
By a network of crazy propositions
But still leaving my mind open
To a whole range of options
Loving myself, loving others
Making bonds with all my 5 senses
Don't we have more than that
I think we do
To live in safe pockets of tension
Opposing forces working together
To give me stability in my center
And an odd safety within my existence
I look forward
Trying not to be apprehensive
Try to see
The amazing joys
When I'm low
And not lose sight
Escape the fight
And just have a moment
Of calm
Calm
Calm existence
And then when it's time,
Venture out
Without the kind
Of doubts I had before
Because I know
The beauty at my core
Not the absence
Of joy
Joy can be fleeting
But honestly
If you find it
Within your own strengths
It can always be there for you
I really want to be
In love again
With all the powers
That can help me win
In this fight
Just to be happy
To not suffer anymore
Pain is inevitable at times
But suffering
Is just a drawn out kind of crazy
Makes you do things
You never thought you could do
And things
You never thought you would do
Just keep perspective
On life
Those around you
They're not so different
The same struggles
Face them in life
Health doesn't last forever
Eventually everything
Comes to an end
So you might as well enjoy
The love you have
Rebuild the bonds
That make you healthy
Within yourself, too
Accepting you
And all the experiences
That are part of life
It's okay to be mad
It's also okay to be nice
Honor your feelings
Get back in touch
With who you really are
I love you
I love you
I love me, too
I don't know
I look forward through time
What does it all mean
Why do I keep going forward
Why even lean that direction
Into the future
Into a future unknown
Unknown
Perhaps to find places
Where my spirit hasn't grown
In ways it's collapsed
From multiple attacks
Attacks on my stability
My sense of inner dynamics
And sensibilities
I'm trying to find a way through
To the realizations
Of a centered identity
One that finds a meaning and purpose
That can enmesh, a little bit,
But not to be swallowed
By a network of crazy propositions
But still leaving my mind open
To a whole range of options
Loving myself, loving others
Making bonds with all my 5 senses
Don't we have more than that
I think we do
To live in safe pockets of tension
Opposing forces working together
To give me stability in my center
And an odd safety within my existence
I look forward
Trying not to be apprehensive
Try to see
The amazing joys
When I'm low
And not lose sight
Escape the fight
And just have a moment
Of calm
Calm
Calm existence
And then when it's time,
Venture out
Without the kind
Of doubts I had before
Because I know
The beauty at my core
Not the absence
Of joy
Joy can be fleeting
But honestly
If you find it
Within your own strengths
It can always be there for you
I really want to be
In love again
With all the powers
That can help me win
In this fight
Just to be happy
To not suffer anymore
Pain is inevitable at times
But suffering
Is just a drawn out kind of crazy
Makes you do things
You never thought you could do
And things
You never thought you would do
Just keep perspective
On life
Those around you
They're not so different
The same struggles
Face them in life
Health doesn't last forever
Eventually everything
Comes to an end
So you might as well enjoy
The love you have
Rebuild the bonds
That make you healthy
Within yourself, too
Accepting you
And all the experiences
That are part of life
It's okay to be mad
It's also okay to be nice
Honor your feelings
Get back in touch
With who you really are
I love you
I love you
I love me, too
Writer: Eva Shannon
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