Chaos Video (MV)

I woke up and you were gone There's more to it but let's keep the story moving on
Love's a war that no one wins The battle's over but where do I begin again
There's room in the closet and in my head I'm so used to toxic that I forget
I should be happy but I'm not there yet
I'm used to bracing my heart for collision Locking myself in the bathroom
While you Jekyll and Hyde in the kitchen Wondering why this is what we've come to
I escaped the fray, I found my way And I'm still lost
I don't miss you I'm just used to the chaos
Check off another day Back through the motions I kinda hate
The good life I'm living in Is it weird that I miss the friction
I drink wine and fight with myself Till I leave my conscience up on the shelf
And I think about the way that I felt It was hell but it was home
I'm used to bracing my heart for collision Locking myself in the bathroom
While you Jekyll and Hyde in the kitchen Wondering why this is what we've come to
I escaped the fray, I found my way And I'm still lost
I don't miss you I'm just used to the chaos
It's complicated, kinda hated But I miss the way it was
You're such a dick, it makes me sick That I'm hung up
I'm used to bracing my heart for collision Locking myself in the bathroom
While you Jekyll and Hyde in the kitchen Wondering why this is what we've come to
I escaped the fray, I found my way And I'm still lost
I don't miss us, I'm just messed up I don't want you, I'm just used to
Chaos, the chaos