Still, it all hurts
Though things are far behind us
You lived, I learned...
Stuck with this curse
It lingers like tinnitus
And only gets worse
Loudest at times
I sit alone in silence
My mind hits reverse
Grown up to find
You can't turn off the sirens
I'm fully immersed
It's a fallout
Shadows burnt permanent
On walls I never allowed
Moving on now
Is harder when the weights
Are pulling me right back down
Oh my
My mind
Won't stop rushing the ground
When I
I try
To keep from falling in
Hold my
Eyes wide
But I'm blinded right now
Can't see
Through the
Ocean that I'm drowning in
The ocean that I'm drowning in
The ocean that I'm drowning in
The ocean that I'm drowning in
I, drown
Mh