Evan Hope - Bloodbuzz Trippin! Lyrics

I just feel like sometimes you gotta just keep going
Just keep going and going and going and going and going
I feel like a deer standing staring in these headlights
Leaking like a faucet feeling really broken
Look behind my smile you can see that I just force it
Flipping through the photographs where did all the time go?
Quarter past twelve and I'm smoking on a cigarette
(Out out of the window)
And I tried to keep it straight but I just run away with my tail
(In between my legs)
It's a scary Sunday and the house is feeling haunted
(Look up really close and see the cracks in my porcelain)
And the nicotine buzz sends a shiver through my bones
And I came a long way
(I miss my dog and my mom)
Have my eyes turned blind from staring at the sun?
I was always bad at math
(Couldn't tell from the sum)
I was adding up this and adding up that
What's the price tag
(For self-love?)
How do you pull yourself out of the slums?
Winter hits like a train when it comes
Now I'm praying for September so I can get some sun
On a bloodbuzz trippin it's the same
On my own shoelace ah damn
Hold the gun to the mirror pull the trigger
Hold the gun to the mirror pull the trigger