Eve Buckley - Tongue Tied Lyrics

I once lay open
Now these days I can't unlock the door
I'm avoiding your dark eyes
You've never looked like this before
I long to feel the warmth
In simple things you do once more
Forcing smiles through gritted teeth
Suppressing looming outpours, out pours
I'm tongue tied
You've taken my words
You've taken my mind
And twisted it to what you prefer
I'm blind sided
By what we once were
Clinging to the dated notion
That you're what I deserve
Static, suffocating
I can't breathe our air for much longer
Every time you touch me I run cold
I feel resentment getting stronger
My wounds too interwoven
The face I see now can't be unlearned
Our familiar bed, it lies in nightmares
Where I just watch it burn, watch it burn
I'm tongue tied
You've taken my words
You've taken my mind
And twisted it to what you prefer
I'm blind sided
By what we once were
Clinging to the dated notion
That you are what I deserve
Oh
It's not what I deserve
Oh, oh, oh
It's not what I deserve